Wednesday, July 30, 2008.8:02 PM
angers of the heart haiku by:me
A thousand angels;
tears ridding the world of hate;
Vengeance is bitter.
Swearing enemies;
Its hard to abstain from sin;
Revenge seems so sweet.
A true companion;
casts off their wings to save you.
Compassion is dead.
Eternity waits;
time casts its shadow on us.
The present is sin.
In the ruthless night;
the wolf howls at the blue moon.
The trust is absent.
Tranquil in the lake;
reflecting the star's sorrow.
Forgiving is gold.
Another long day at school,
real tired.
zhi yao take care uh. look out for bus next time.
To think that there is hope,
i was so foolish.
There are no free lunches in the world
i paid the price which deared most to me.
Trying is pointless.
i gave up trying.
There are stars shining down on me,
but i decided not to get their aid as i fear that in the end i would be more hurt.
however, streaks of light from the suns are desperate,
they try to be shimering stars, but forgotton that they are the sun's slave.
I hate the Sun, although it is the biggest star.
My friends, my nakama, are you guys true to me?
Tuesday, July 29, 2008.9:26 PM
A slight revival of my deadly blog.
Its been awhile since i blogged.i hope i can make it a habit and blog more often.
So many things happened to me, and i hope i'll be able to live throught it.
Times have changed. Studies are getting more and more serious.
And there are more problems for me.
I have tried so hard, but its always not good enough for you.
I have tried and tried and tried.
But, did it all work?
I heard this phrase from somewhere ' The only unchangable thing is that people do change'
and people change, some a little , some drastically.
I have learn to accept the fact that people change, therefore i never stay angry at someone for long.
I know some ppl can see that im diffrent from the past.
But wads the use?
Its those ppl who cant see it, and yet continue to psycho other ppl to think the same way they do.
Well, it doesnt matter now anyways.
i found another way, which i dunno where it'd go.
My good friend, its been a long time since we talked.
I noe u have alot of friends. U no time meet up wif me im fine.
But deep down i noe dat u r just acting.
I see that u r perfectly fine without me.
so y continue to hurt ourselves by trying to act?
So for now, 'friend' is really a hard word to use.
On that note, i bid farewell.
throws the peel
